suhaidah

2012-01-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! (:

went to Abbie's place today to cook and chill with sahira and amirul. amirul went off first to his BBQ at SAFRA. Saiful came when sahira and i wanted to go home. (: IT WAS A SUPER GREAT TIME AT ABBIE'S!! (: <3

when i came home, i was alone coz my parents went to johor and my siblings went to Batam. when my dad wanted to leave the house, i told my father to bring along my mum's key. he didn't.. what?! omg!! damn it !! now i have to wait for my mum to come home!! Fuck la!! omg!! stupid or what?! want to say my father stupid, he my father. want to say otherwise also not right. he's not even in between. -___- omg!! don't know what to say! i'm so damn fucking bloody angry at him! people told you to bring the key you never bring!! DEAF IS IT?! OR DUMB? WHERE IN THE MOTHER OF FUCK IS YOUR EARS AND BRAIN??!!!! OMG! i feel like smacking, punching, smashing your whole body to the wall!! no words can express my anger! only Allah knows. and Allah is probably angry at me for doing this but please calm my heart down. amin.

New Year

2012-01-01T02:43:00.001+08:00

It's the beginning of the NewYear and it has been great!! ...so far... Went for countdown at Esplanade Waterfront and watch the fireworks display! DAMN AWESOME!! (: before the countdown, we payed poker and I was like!! WOOOTS!!! I beat Brandon Kang!! Hahaha!! Do you know how amazing that felt??? My gosh. To beat him at poker is something that I wouldn't like to bet on but well, hahaha!!! So yup!! TOTALLY AMAZING TONIGHT!! Was gonna sing "tonight's gonna be a good night" just now. And I thank god I didn't. Hahaha!! Listened to Abbie's stories when he was in NS. Whenever they sing that song, that night was just calls after calls!! Hahaha!! Damn was hilarious just now!! Went to Marina Square to buy drinks and we can't go back in coz they blocked every single way into Esplanade. Damn it was annoying!! Hahaha but lucky we made in time for the countdown! (; took the last train home and I'm in bed now!! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Lovely readers!!

xoxo,

2011-12-31T00:42:00.004+08:00

ITS FINALLY NEW YEAR'S EVE!! (:

gonna meet up with celine, brandon kang, danial, bryan and wei xiang (dick) later in the aftrnoon. (: awwww~ miss them so much! <3 we're gonna have a blast! (: ever since, i went out with nini, syiqin, hakim, wan, alif and erfi last time, i've been craving for curryzazzle from pizza hut.. ((((: ahhhhhh.. (: hehehe.. omg!! i hope we don't go to any place so fancy tomorrow. ): i have no money... ): but anyway, let's enjoy today while it lasts and

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (: WELCOME 2012!

2011-12-27T14:36:00.001+08:00

I have this problem of waking up early nowadays. -.- I keep waking up in the afternoon!!! Shit!! Gosh! -.- gotta set the alarms already. School is starting soon. Damn. Tuesday starts at 0930. So really gotta start the alarms now.

Dreams

2011-12-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

Have you ever dreamt about someone so many times you ever wondered if they have ever dreamt of you? Or even, think about you. Well, I have. I dreamt about one of my closest friend and well, I kinda had a crush on him once for about 3-5 months. -.- I know. Pathetic right? I mean, what can I do? I'm older than him by a year. Anyway, I dunno. He well, treats me unlike other girls. Like a punching bag but I'm the only one and he bridal-carried me. Probably that was because I'm the smallest among his friends but he's a guy so he'll be able to carry girls that are just under his weight. Well, whatever. I know I'm like fucking pathetic but that's just how I feel do whatever. And well, I dreamt about him for 3 straight nights, i'm literally getting sick of it. -.- damn. It's Christmas night so I hope I'm able to have good dreams tonight.

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVELY READERS!! (: <3

xoxo

2011-12-13T22:13:00.002+08:00

Captain's Ball Match was today. played for i think 3 or 4 matches then stopped playing coz i sprained my thumb.. my first sprain of my life. worst part of the sprain, its my left hand - my master hand. ): its gonna be so difficult for me this week. won't be able to write properly. ): great...... abbie told me not to move this shit but its so tough not to coz its my master hand and when i move the other fingers, which are now, numb, i tend to move my thumb as well coz my whole hand is swollen!!! like FAT! jeesh! my gosh! i can't even bend my thumb properly! )))): anyway yeah but overall, had fun today. won third place. (:

so tomorrow i am so damn free!!! was thinking of going jp or somwhere.. i dunno. damn, three weeks of nothing?

PPCDL TEST

2011-12-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

i went for my PPCDL Theory Test today and i failed by 6 marks. how depressing is that?! so i booked another test just now and its on 25th January!! MY GOSH!! I have to wait for another month and a half?!!! gosh! well, at least then i have that duration to study and practice. and this is just the theory. i have no confidence at all for the practical test!! ): god help me and guide me through this tests.. amin! (:

2011-12-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

exams have finally started and today was Economics paper.. it was easier than i thought but i don't know if i got the right answers or not. i hope i do. i have a pretty good feeling about it. tomorrow is Bunkering Practice so i hope i could nail that one too.

i watched HIMYM today and it stopped at episode 11 of season 7 and it was AMAZING!! AWESOMEEEE!! (: now, the suspense is on Robin and Barney where Robin tells Barney that she was pregnant. probably with his son so yeah! Dying for the next episode.

and also today, i bought my stationaries! lost it last friday and seriously went crazy over it!! GOSH! my ever-so-perfect-calculator is in there with the approved sticker! now i have to use the calculator with isn't-so-perfect and the batteries are running low. its night time already. how in the world am i going to get new batteries?!
dear god, help me through this exam period! i need the calculator for Statistics.! damn that tang.. -.-

2011-11-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

he is one hot trumpeter!! oh gosh! net thrusday, 8th December, he will be holding his concert at the Esplanade and there aren't much seats left! though its the last row, i would definitely wanna like see him perform live though from a distance. so yeah! gosh! if i really do will get the ticket, i'll be so delighted! (:

2011-11-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

today forgot about hanging out with Pool Gang, so ended up being like 2 hours late.. hahaha. went to mindscafe played games and all.. both my legs still ached since yesterday.. when i woke up this afternoon (and i really woke up in the afternoon due to exhaustion), the bones of my legs literally felt like its gonna break, but after a while it subsided A BIT.. so i went out, reached dhiby ghaut and on my way to prinsep street, the bones in my calves felt like its gonna be crushed! thought that a few more steps and my bones break. gosh! it was aching that bad! and i can't walk properly!! OMG!! till now! i can't walk properly.. like i have to walk with a straight feet. how the fuck am i going to go to school tomorrow??!! Oh My Gosh!!

2011-10-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

the most awkward thing happened today. hahah!

after SMART Programme, me, abbie, toni, huifang and ken rode on anna's (zach's gf) car. so on our way to dover MRT, we were like asking her how she met zach and whatever. so we told her that zach was funny, nice guy etc etc (of course we can't talk bad about zach. duhh). then she went, "really? i don't really know him that well" then ken went, "but i thought you and zach are............." then there was this SUPER AWKWARD MOMENT FOR ABOUT 10 FREAKING SECONDS!! HAHHAH! i swear it was super awkward! so i am obviously the first one to laugh then everybody start to join me.. lol.. so yeah.. like OMG!! hhahah!! then yeah... we continue chatting and yup yup.. went home of course..

so at dover, ken said bye to huifang, toni, abbie and me. and the 4 of us went home together. when i reached lakeside, i saw ken at lakeside too.. coicidentally, he lived at jurong west.. heh.. so yeah..

FUN DAY TODAY!! (:

2011-10-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

If you're reading this, call me! (:

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2011-10-04T21:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday went out to Indoor Stadium with Nabilah to watch WESTLIFE GRAVIITY TOUR 2011!!! omg! no words could describe how AMAZING THEY WERE! (: and they still are. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!! HAHAHA~! we took seats that we could see their faces so its all worth it to the max!! hahaha! very! even if i spent 200++ for them, its all worth it! haha!! omg! im was damn excited sia! gosh gosh gosh!! OMG OMG OMG~~ i could die! GOSH! so hot! all of them! MARK, SHANE, KIAN AND NICKY!! ohhh so HOT!! *melts* heheheh! gosh! they are just so AWESOME! hahah!!

and i got a new camera! happy happy! (:

what i want is: - money for my PPCDL
- a book (from a new series) [i know.. greedy right]
- a wallet
- a freaking watch.. -.-
- a new pack of monopoly deal (coz my bro's friend lost the cards)

~~ xoxo, suhaidah

2011-09-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

hey so it's been awhile since i updated..

well, its the holidays now and i'm really bored here at home without absolutely anything to do! gosh! i spent my days at home like i ain't got a life! gosh! it's depressing i swear! hah! i don't have a job to keep me occupied, i don't have homework to do (can't believe i'm saying this!), i ain't got any activities! i wanna go overseas but hey! who to go with me? damn!

today, i walked pass zulfadhli and i smiled at him for the first time after 1 year and 6 months! after so many times walking pass him and really i don't know, seems to me like he is staring at me from a distance. kinda creepy i must say! i mean, he's like 3 years younger than me! so i told myself the next time i pass by him, i would smile to him. but next time never came till a year later, which is today! so i walked pass him and my mouth automatically smiled to him and god forgive me! he is freakin' cute when he smiles! i'm no pedophile but hey, i'm a girl okay! HAHAAH!

so yeah, one of the great encounters today. (:

2011-08-23T15:13:00.002+08:00

EXAMS OVER!! (:

7 more days to go to raya! WHHHOOOOOOTSS!! hahah! and i have 2 months holiday so ummm.. i have no idea what to do sia.. i wanna work so bad! but esplanade have enough people and i dunno want work as what siol.. ): MBS like okay but then work as what?? haiyo.. its okay.. i'll just find slowly.. (:

for now, i'm helping my mum bake cookies and hari raya sweeties! haha! i forgot the correct term.. hahaah!! nevermind then.. i need to take care of my face more! gosh! so oily! a lot of pimples! eeeewww!! damn!

2011-08-09T19:45:00.002+08:00

its the 9th day of ramadhan. AMIN! (: so exams are like 6 days away and i'm not studying. GREAT! just great. so yeah, damn.. i should really get my laptop away from me yeah! AHAH! then i guess i have to get my ipod away as well. gosh, it'll never work. great. so all i have to do now is just concentrate on my work and turn the music on so loud it'll kinda distract me.. well, it works for me in a way.. so yeah. okok, gotta get on with studying

and..... my posts are getting more and more rubbish.. -.-

2011-07-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF JULY!! whhooooottsss!! (:

tmr is the first day of fasting month and first day of August! (: omg! this is going to be so cool! hehehe!! can't wait for tmr.. !! o: hehe! on the other side then, exams coming in real quick. projects to do, presentations, assignments! GOSH!! so many things to do with SO LITTLE TIME!! can can can! WE can do this! during this month, hope the class will bond closer and such so we could all get the same range of grades and pull ourselves up together to get to sem2 as a class! (:

WE CAN DO THIS~~! (: (: (: <3

2011-07-15T19:57:00.002+08:00

assumptions assumptions.. sometimes irritating, sometimes well, true.. my case, IRRITATING~!! i don't know whether you readers of mine out there know who or what i'm talking about but then i'll just say it anyway. -.-

no i don't and possibly won't. too weird, too well, unrealistic.. he's a cool guy but no way. just too.. weird..
at the rate you guys are going right now, it's too irritating for me and i don't want to tell you guys because well, you guys may just say, "DON'T DENY! I KNOW!" or "EH EH EH,, IF YOU LIKE JUST SAY, NO NEED LIE TO US LA.." if i lie, what good would i bring? i can't possibly ignore him.. he bully me, i have to like have a comeback of sort.. whatever then.. man, i just hope you guys understands.. (:

2011-07-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

Mid-Semester Test (MST) week FINALLY over! (: YESSSAA!!! hahaha! well, knowing the fact that today is sunday morning at 1am, yesterday, i had alumni practice and after that i was suppose to go to my aunt's place at seranggoon but i had dinner with my friends and after dinner went for dessert. went home just now at 12 midnight! (: spent 3 hours with them playing mind games and i got mind-fucked at two games. black magic and what's next. -.- OMG! i really dunno how to play sia! i was like WHAAAT?! hehehe. so yeah, since it's like midnight, i ain't so 'energetic' to go to seranggoon which is like an hour ride on the train so, i went home instead and now, i'm like all alone at home while my family is all the way at seranggoon sleeping over there. i'm having alumni practice later at 1pm but i don't feel like sleeping now dunno why. watching a television show that i didn't know my whole life. -.- woots.. (:

2011-06-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

5 more days to studying!! ):

yesterday, went to Universal Studios Singapore (USS) with Brandon Kang, Dick and Celine! (: HAD A BLAST! WHOOOO~! rides were awesome! had some difficulty eating dinner though. heheh. so yeah. after the USS, which was around 9, we went to this fountain right outside it to play. was planning to like run across the place without getting wet but in the end, a push here, a pull there, all of us got wet except for Dick. he wasn't feeling very well so he rested. and yeah. hahah! i was holding on to Celine's hand and then Brandon he pulled Celine to one side and i lost grip of Celine so i stumbled to another side and faced down (have no idea why i faced down) and in that moment, the water rushed out and went into my nose! OMG! i was like wtf! hahaha! i wanted to get out of the circle and ended up getting elbowed by a small girl in the stomach and it REALLY HURTS! HAHAH!! seriously! that girl could grow up to be a martial artist! HAHAHA! (: good luck! and so after that the three of us were soaking wet and i was the only one with pants dripping wet inside the train! HAHAH! and i felt really really cold! GOSH! but then, my skin was so smooth! hahah! before that, our skin was so sticky with perspiration then after we played with water it was damn smooth! HAHAHAH! (: loved it! hehehe! anyway, yeah so we went home and i was like texting my friend of tomorrow's dikir barat training which i totally planned to go and in the end, today, i woke up with a degree of 39.8 degree Celsius. GREAT! so i can't go for training today and i'm stuck at home with studies to do. well, actually it's a good thing. i haven't been studying for the last month and i REALLY DAMN WELL need to be starting VERY FUCKING SOON! so bye, gotta rush some books! (:

2011-06-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOO,,,,, today is the 18th.. ): one more week of holiday and left one week more for me to study. GOSH! i haven't been studying during the holidays!! SHIT!! i don't wanna fail )': okok, need to buck up, be discipline and study. (: weeeee~! OMG! i'm seriously panicking right now! i hope i don't fail my first test! GOSH! it'll be SOOO EMBARRASSING!! jeesh! gotta study in every possible minute or even second i have! i NEED TO DO THIS!! HAHAH! gotta get back to study mode! have been slacking these past 3 weeks! no choice but to study! gotta get band, dikir outta my mind as soon as the i reach home after trainings. BE A GOOD GIRL, SUHAIDAH, AND STUDY HARD! *AND SMART* HEHEEHE (:

2011-06-15T13:42:00.002+08:00

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projects! projects! gosh! i wanna work~!! esplanade!!!! holidays are ending and i haven't started studying yet! best student in the world! (: USS! go go go!! accounting assignment sucks man! gosh! the group have no idea what the hell we're doing seyh! hahahha! okok, i have no idea what to say coz i'm in the midst of doing the assignment! HAHAHAH

2011-06-09T01:07:00.004+08:00

Had fun OOVOO-ING with these boys!! HAHAHAH! great new-found friends they are (though the fact that they always tease about my height)! (: these "cool" boys are the reason i keep smiling all night long despite my family being noisy and keep annoying me. (: you guys rocks! (:

2011-06-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

today is the FIRST OF JUNE! (:
HELLO JUNE BABIES~!!

anyway, went to MLS camp briefing today and was SUPER GLAD that the camp was off and it was replaced with a 2-day day camp! YESSA!! HAHAHAHA! I'm Lovin' It! HAHA! i totally adore Justin Timberlake!
So, after the MLS briefing, i went to a dikir barat practice and it was OKAY! emphasizes on the OKAY because it was really OKAY. hahah. so yeah, should i like continue or leave? i left band, so i'm like stuck with this CCA for now. who knows right? i might actually enjoy it like i used to enjoy band last time. heheh! so yeah. think i'll give it a try. anyway, the practice was OKAY! AHAHHAHA!

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2011-05-31T18:40:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF MAY!!! (: (:

june holidays, HERE I COME! (: hehehe. my exams are like straight away after the holidays so the holidays aren't really holidays. i have to study during the holidays and have no life. -__- OMG! it's okay suhaidah, there's the next holiday. (: YEAH MAN!! i just have to be patient. i can totally do that! anyway, i'm totally being patient towards one of my friends but once she stepped outta line, that's it man! i'm gonna trash her upside down! HAHHAHA

2011-05-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

they are totally AWESOME AWESOME CRAZY ASS PEOPLE! (: these are my new classmates and we are so close! it's just been a month and we talked, joked, hang out and stuff like as if we knew each other for a VERY LONG TIME~! hahaah!! <3 love them to the max!

2011-05-11T19:46:00.003+08:00

hey heyyyyy
joined band. meh. well, now i'm having dilemmas on whether should i just continue or quit. so how? now MLS. some of them are in MLS and if i'm not wring, Danial is also in MLS. so i dunno dunno. hahah. how? how? these pass few days, it's been terribly hot hot hot!! my gosh! the MRT is so damn near but only after walking 100m, i started to perspire. it's crazy hot!! i was like literally melting. now, i am starting to cough. must be the excessive STICKY sweets i've been eating. ahahah. MAY is ending and i haven started on paying back my fast. hahaha.. gotta get started soon... VERY VERY SOON!!!!! (: (:

2011-05-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

so totally happy today.. i got lots of space in my room again! haha. so happy! so, now, i don't have to ramp through the "pathway" in my room, i totally have lots of space to dance around now! hahah. (: BEST AH!

2011-04-25T19:57:00.003+08:00

sooooo, school has been 2 weeks now. having great friends around. haha. cool stuff. now, i know now i suck at accounting. jeesh. regrets? grr. no idea. great, i'm like totally lost la in class. have no idea where the teachers are headed to in the slides. haha. totally messed up. hahaa. when will my hair grow longer and when will i start waking up 2 hours before going out to school to do my hair and stuff? will i ever learn to be MORE MORE FEMININE? what will my other friends think if the see the change in me? nah, think i'll stick to MY status quo. i'll stick to MY principles. the first impression i gave to my newly found friends were that i was naive and the type that will listen in during class.. haha.. well, they got me TOTALLY UPSIDE DOWN!! haha.. i am totally opposite of that. jeesh. im strong, tough and kinda rebellious at times. they should see me when i was in secondary school.. hahah

2011-04-17T13:10:00.003+08:00

GREAT!! school is starting tomorrow. -.-
am i ready for it? could i handle the stress and struggles and whatnot? gosh, Allah, help me and guide me through these processes of Polytechnic? i hope i can pull these through. i wanna get a scholarship go overseas study. so got subsidy la duh.. if i didn't get a scholarship, i can't get the subsidy i would get and it'll cost me over what? $10,000. how can i dig up that amount of money within a year? oh god. i want to get a scholarship. please lighten my burden of whatever it is that is going to jump on me these 3 years and help me pave my way to success. AMIN!

2011-04-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

why do you keep popping up in my head everytime i have something important to do? why don't you just appear in my dreams where it's all lies there? well, from that quote, i'm sure all that whoever is reading this blog think i'm some weird girl but hey, if you know this person, you would never be wanting to fall for the person. haha.

well, as far as school comes, everythings alright. new great friends, same old friends and new old friends. haha. tomorrow is going to be a fucking day where i need to go to mendaki to sign a form. i have no idea what shit form they are talking about but screw it. i don't fucking care. as long as i can get my fucking subsidy, it's all fine. and somehow important. well, more important things i need to deal with, what if i can't control my money? what if i spend it like as if it has no limit? all this fucking WHAT IFs are landing on me. i need to get new clothes and a new running shoe. adizero. OMG! is so damn pretty la. haha. anyway, yeah.

2011-04-10T00:31:00.003+08:00

well, this sucks. especially when you and your friend have been looking forward to studying together even though its a coincidence. gosh, me and Nab not in same class and my class only got like 20 students and there's only 5 malays in the class. -.- that sucks. i hope they are not like mats or minahs or nerdies.. -.- okay, i MUST get along with them well, coz as it is, we are going to be in the same class for a years at least. ): why didn't they put me in the same class as Nab? well, never too late to meet new friends hey. haha. anyway, school is starting tomorrow. really excited. haha. probably meeting Nab before we separate ways to our classes. haha

2011-04-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

11 CONSECUTIVE GOLD AWARDS! Singapore's record siaaaa!! haha. OMG! I can't tell you how proud I am of my juniors who played for the SYF this year! (: You guys played well, did great for the past 3 months. so proud! (: I can't give a word on how DAMN AWESOME I'm feeling right now. firestorm indeed is not an easy piece to play but well, you guys totally pull that through! GREAT JOB YOU GUYS!! (:

And Shuqun Secondary School, AWESOME JOB! Festival Variations is totally a killer piece for trumpets and horns and these two sections are the stars of the piece. SALUTE AHHH!!! you guys totally rock that piece!!! (: haha! AWESOME!!

to all SYF participants! GREAT JOB MAN!!! and ALL THE BEST! (:

2011-04-04T19:12:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is the Band's SYF day and i don't have a ticket. nevermind. maybe i'll just wait outside. it's only 15 minutes. i would't want to watch the whole thing coz i have to go to SP to collect my printer. jeesh. so troublesome. haix. anyway, i would like to wish the whole band all the best and i know you guys don't need any luck coz i know you guys will do your best tomorrow and sustain the band's achievement of getting a gold award for every SYF there is. (: i know you guys can do it! rest well, and be on alert tomorrow! (:
so, as for me, im going to go with the band tomorrow so i have to reach the school early also. that means i need to reach Yuhua by 5.30! great. more sleep for me tonight. but i don't think there's a need. i'll just sleep in the bus tomorrow. today, HOT day! really! gosh, its SO DAMN HOT~! i'm literally melting. haha. 2 more wekks till school starts. (:

AND KAYMOND,YOU OWE ME 5 BUCKS!!! HAHA

2011-04-03T16:01:00.003+08:00

beginning of a new month, and school is totally starting soon. mixed feelings. scared and excited both at the same time. i lost my mum's ez-link card and i haven't reported it yet. yes, i know its important that i report it but wth. screw it. haha. too lazy to head to the train station to report though the station is only 5 minutes away from my home. gosh. school is starting soon and i have not enough clothes to wear. all my clothes are since i was sec 3. man, i really need to shop for clothes the moment my pay comes to my bank account. haha. i have a few things to buy in mind. pants, shirts, bicycle, totally new shoes. i need to lead a stylish life instead of just a simple. i need to totally get used to this keyboard on my new laptop. gosh, i need to get use to it quick.

2011-03-31T23:20:00.002+08:00

he has the same birthday as me! handsome woh! lol. but he is going to be 37 this year. WASTED LA!! haha. if only he was younger.. DREAM ON SUHAIDAH!! haha. both of you are like worlds apart!

how can they discriminate RAIN??? gosh. discrimination sucks la! go find yourselves a life!!

2011-03-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

so, i have officially stop working at Adecco. well, i have mixed feeling about leaving. happy as i don't have to wake up early morning to go to work and be late and wear smart casual and also, i don't have to sit for soooo long. haha. kinda sad as i'll be missing all of them for sure. Lizza, Kak Siti, Qiu Yue, Emily and Azrena. probably Alvin? lol. just worked with him for 2 weeks only. haha. anyway, i won't be missing Aunty Che' since i'll be seeing her now and then. i'll miss the noise and laughter in the office, i'll miss the gossips. ): haha wee really don't like MS. -.- lol. if any of you listed above reads this post, im sure you'll know. HAHA. (: gosh, i'll really miss them. hehe. so anyway, school is about to start soon on the 18th and i have orientation on the 11th so get ready? nah. not too soon. worry about my holidays first. haha. i wanna spend every bit of it with fun with my friends! (: so, sleepover is cancelled. well, not all mums are agreeable to the fact that their child is sleeping over at somebody's place and disturbing the family. but in real fact, the family don't really mind. its a way of us teens to introduce to parents some of our friends. (: i play pool like shit already. -.- haha

new stuff!!

2011-03-19T13:50:00.003+08:00

going to the new seranggoon nex mall to buy some stuffs. haha

- earpiece (challenger)
- GREEN ADIDAS armband (sportslink)
- maybe screen protector (nubox)

i can't wait especially for the new armband!! its so FUCKING NICE LA!! HAHA (:

2011-03-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

okay, two more weeks of working and i'm done. list of things to do before school term starts:

- buy a laptop from the roadshow at school
- buy some stationeries. (you are so out of stationeries after O levels. haha)
- make the student pass and ezlink card ar whatever.. -.-

well, on Wednesday, 16th march, Danial, Brandon and yslf went to Celine's to do up our resume for Esplanade usher job. on our way home, we talked about being attached during poly life. Danial betted with me 5 bucks (-.-) that Brandon will get a girlfriend withing two weeks from staring school. i betted he can't. hah. two weeks is so short! you can't get a girlfriend within two weeks. haha. and then both of them SAID (not bet) that i will get a boyfriend within a year during the second semester. well, i couldn't say, " NOO!" because who's knew right? haha. but i don't really think that i could. why? i just dont know. haha. maybe i could. gosh. confused. -.- haha. anyway yeah and on thursday, 17th march, had steamboat at Hakim's with the gang. the malay one la along with Dick and Hidayah. Oh gosh!! HOw i LOVE <3 them all!!! they are like my friends forever la. haha can't get loose in contact. lol. okay then, that's all folks.. haha

2011-03-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

Okay, I really need to stop work now and relax for awhile to think about school. I need new laptop and things that I need for school which aren't determined yet. Gosh. And I seriously need to stop complaining. But why should I? I'm gonna study maritime business, which will once in a while set me off land, and now I'm working with some human resource stuff which will be totally on land. Haha. So what imtrying to say of you don't get it, it's like I'm a mermaid who belongs to the sea but am forced to remain on land. Haha. Too dramatic hey? Well, super excited for school and can't wait to start studying. Want to get a damn good scholarship to go to local of overseas uni and get degree, or BA, or masters, or whatever that I could get with god's willings. (: Amin. (:

2011-02-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

Well well well. Work work work. 5 more dreadful weeks. Jeesh! Haha. Seriously, I could die of boredom. And someone from Indonesia just called me WTF! how in the world did he get my number. That was way way too freaky and awfully WEIRD!! haha. Serious man! LOL! and anyway, today is the last say of February. Pay day is 7th march. Which is like next week. -.- hell. I want money like now! GRRR!!! :@ haha. Got mybenrolment package on 23rd february and giving it personally on Wednesday with Nabilah. (: okay okay. I way to join alumni band. Lol. Haha. I want to continue playing trumpet FOREVER!! haha

2011-02-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

It's my third day of work. (: so far okay la. in the office, I'm not that scared but when I come home and think of the next day of work, I get damn scared. Haha. :X dunno why. Lol. Today freaking Valentine's Day. Lol. Okay, cannot celebrate coz I'm a muslim. Work is okay but Uh, still awkward with the others la. Really, want go home also like dunno can or not. Haha. Ooh I'm craving for bubble tea. Haha okay la. Tomorrow lol. A lot of people think that office work is relaxing and not that tough. Well, they're DEAD WRONG!! Haha. Really, on my first day, when I reached home I was super tired. Haha. Really. But second say come okay la. Also the second say nobody in the office after 1430, so I was literally alone. Haha. For the last hour, I played solitaire coz got nothing else to do. Third day which is today, was damn fast. My lunch was at 1300 so I had 5 hours for the first half of the day. It went by like it was only 2 hours. True story. Haha. Everybody was rushing for packing, for files, and reports. Haha. Towards the end of the day also Lizza was kinda rushing for West reports. Haha. I still dunno why they call it West. Like WHAAAT?! Nevermind la. They tell me what to do, I do correctly, they show me which file to take and check and all that I do la. Haha. As long as they don't talk to me like I'm one of them can already. I seriously don't understand their language. Serious sia. Haha. They say they want file west, and they know why west each of them are trying to say like west 1, 2 or 3. I there stand like lost kid sia I swear!! Haha. Anyway, tomorrow is another day at work. Jeesh! Its boring. Haha

2011-01-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

It's the new year already. 2011. (: I'm sitting at home with like nothing to do coz there's no school for me this term. Till April, I'll be darn free. No work. Haha. Lazy Uh. Nontheless, I have to go back to my secondary school coz of band. Mess that well, my senior is suppose to clean up, I have to do it. ): what the hell. Hmph. GRRR. So unfair. But besides that, I can meet my juniors which is okay la. Rather than just doing work than nobody to meet or talk to in school. Haha. But still come on. Anyway, gonna watch movie today. Guilliver's Travels. Then after, going mosque for religious class with my friends. (: then back home and sleep get ready for tomorrow need to go back school to clean up the steel drum room which is DAMN DUSTY. Haha. (:

happy 26th birhtday to jackson rathbone

2010-12-21T01:00:00.002+08:00

on 18th december 2010, i've officially graduated from YHCB! ): its sad but at the same time glad as i now will enter into another chapter of my life. in anyways, im happy i've graduated and SUPER DANG FUCKING HAPPY that the march pass was on parade ground!! YEAH!! (: super lucky!! (: haha. and today is 21 december 2010, its JACKSON RATHBONE'S birthday!!! he is 26 this year.. sadly, 8 years older than me ): but i know there's totally no chance for him and me anyway so, why sober over it.. haha.. but nevertheless,
HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY JACKSON RATHBONE!!!
you will always be my number 1 star!! (: haha
love you to the max! (: <33

2010-12-14T18:23:00.003+08:00

hell, benn with a flu for a month now and a cough for almost a week. ): man, when is it gonna stop? shit. being that nowadays, barely no one ever reads blogs or update them, well, what's the use of it anyway?? anyway, i just registered to ADECCO and waiting for its results so yea.. hope a get a decent job. (: yea, well, its been awhile since i saw him and well, i don't really have any thing for him already which is like a BIG BIG RELIEVE!!! (: haha. i dont wanna grow u man. i mean, i'm not ready to get into the outside world making tough decisions. i wanna stay young and live my life. im still a small kid and by being small, well, technically, everybody mistook me by being a few years younger than my real age. im getting iinto random stuffs here.. gosh. haha. i'll update soon. promise (:

2010-12-08T00:11:00.003+08:00

i miss you lots.. im suddenly thinking of you. WHY?? why you? love? but you dont even show signs.. do you even care for me?, well, as a friend even??? hmmm.. i wonder.. only wonder.. (:

2010-12-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

so, still ast my aunt's after 1 week+.. haha. work hasn't come to me yet and i'm DAMN bored!! my sis cut her fringe and its SOOOO UGLY!! haha. okay, so far, in less than three days, i've watched 4 1/2 hindustan movies.. haha.. INCREDIBLE!! and i nevger thought i would ever get to watch any of it again since last i watched it. which is like about 5 years.. wow.. break record or what!!! hahah!! okay, so i have to control myself to not be addicted to these type of movies and gosh!! the songs are like STUCK in my head!! haha.. probably at 8, i'll be going out to NEX mall and when all my cousins and i got back home, we'll continue again watching the hindustan movies.. haha.. omg! WTH man!!that makes it all 5 hindustan movies!! lols..

2010-12-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

just realised that i missed november ): well, then that's too bad... haha

2010-12-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

currently looking for a job now. haix. didn't know it was stress man!! haha. gosh. and i got my new WESTLIFE GRAVITY ALBUM. haha!! i'm so HAPPY!! lols.! omg! the new album IS damn GREAT! haha i just love it. well, actually, i love the band more!! haha. i applied for mbs and also applying rws. (: and NOW, i'm watching friends and it's DAMN funny!! (: haha

2010-10-25T20:10:00.004+08:00

Emath paper1 is over and i'm quute confident that i can pass that paper. (: but i'm not confident whether i would like get a high mark or what uh.. Hahah. Anyway, tomorrow is emath paper2 and the feeling in me is tormenting. Haha. Like seriously, i scared uh ): so, i am like diligently studying mood these days well, obviously, its because its O Level period.. Hahs. I'm thinking its a little too late for that but everybody will then say, "its never too late to revise today." haha, well, i'm going to bed now coz i wanna get up quite early to revise abit and then take short nap about 1hr then get ready for school. haha. So yea, goodnight!!! (:

2010-10-25T20:10:00.003+08:00

So, english is like finally over and even danial doesn't care whether i'm speaking proper english or not.. Haha.. (: Now, i'll have to worry about math coz i REALLY HAVE TO SCORE WELL!!! I don't really care and i MUST do well... Well, i dunno why i'm thinking like this but yea, i just got this feeling that i have to do well for math.. Haix.. I want to.. I've been suckish at math for the past 2 years and this week is the week to prove myself wrong. SO WRONG! So there, i need to go study now, blog tmr!! (:

2010-10-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

Okay, so I'm like left with only 20 more days to O levels.. Gosh, I'm like terrified now mam!! I really wanna do well and like finally leave this idiotic school at last.. I dun wanna repeat anymore cox it's like just a waste of my tome being in that fucking school!!! Like seriously man!! Fuck it! Haha anyway, I'm gonna like try real hard to score for my most important exam of my life and I know it's like once in month that I'm like updating my blog but, at least I update it like every month right?? Lola so, I promise you guys that i'll update about my exam like on every exam paper i've got so yea. So, well recently, I've gotten back my report book and I've kinda improve a little bit not so much so it's like a wake up call for me to study hard and I'm gonna prove to my parents and all my family members thetvtjeir effort to pray for and support me doesn't go to waste.. I'm gonna do my nest and show them what I got!! Haha. (: jiayou suhaidah!!!!! (:

2010-09-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

so, prelims are left with one more paper to go on monday and its the end of prelims and beginning of o levels soon! (: cant wait to graduate! haha. grad night is at ARENA COUNTRY CLUB.. so fucking like SHIT!! i rather go back to the school plan. ass la! haha. so the class is like planning on a bbq to replace the class for grad night.. its fucking LAME!!! gosh!! haha
so another story was about my FUCKING BROTHER!! shit man he!! walao!! think he so big uh?? walao!! some more 3 years younger than me! ASSHOLE!! sec 1 still want act big! fuck uh! who he think he is? chibai!! his fault then still want throw my shoe away! WAD THE F!!

2010-08-30T22:33:00.006+08:00

so its officially 10 days before raya and i just took my preliminary science examinations.. well, i thought it would like be too difficult but well, its doable.. (: okay, dont'want to be too confident. haha. over confidence is very bad for the luck though there's no such thing as luck in my dictionary.. really i think luck is just some PURE COINCIDENCE. seriously. don't you think so. if you need luck to do well in you examinations, then well, you're not really that good at all and proves that you have not done a good job to study for your examinations. if you said that you really studied for the examinations, then why in the world do you need luck for?? see the difference. haha so, well, LUCK are for LOSERS!! L for L!(: so, jiayou people! do your best! (:

2010-08-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

second week of ramadan already! time moves so fast and soon, im gonna be taking my prelim science practical exams, hari rays for 3 days, and finally, the real preliminary examinations. then not long after that, O levels!! gosh, looking h=at how time pass so fast, makes me feel pressure but the BIG question is, am i doing anything at all to overcome the pressure? im not so sure myself. been staying back for math everyday after school and well, not helping actually. seriously. hahha anyway, tuition isn't helping much also. really. sigh. wonder wad i must do. looking at mark feehily's face? gosh! he has a boyfriend! gosh, but its okay, he can be MY boyfriend in my dreams! haha. lols, anyway, no time to slack around that much coz in just 2 more months, i'll be sitting in the school hall tkaing my MAJOR EXAM!!!! gosh im just praying hard that i wont get a hard time studying. what more with the condition of the house. its too too noisy. really. feel like getting out and well, mym um wouldnt let me and obviously she doesnt get it at all. shit. i feel like a total idiot just explaiing to her what might just happen at hime when im studying. well, not only when im studying but when im not also they make noise. wth! crap. cant people just understand me?

2010-08-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

well, im trying to convince that wadeva that's happening now is not going to last long because i know that everything that goes up, has to come down. wadeva conflict arises, has to set sooner or later.
a problem arises after i left for studies and well im not going to let the matter loose after all me and her has brought up for at least a year. well, now we have no idea how to solve the stupid matter coz everybody has their own side of the story and we just dunno which is the lie and the truth.
the conflict before both of us left was solved and we thought we could leave them in peace but wellm, obviously, we thought wrong. what have we done to make them be this way, the way we discipline them, they way we taught them, we way we coach them? what is it? im not just going to sit im my seat and listen to teachers talking and not care about them. they are part of me too. i have to do something to make them realise their mistakes. soo, all will be resolved and well and finally, we could finally settle down after graduation in PEACE!!
next year is SYF guys. all of you MUST work together no matter what it takes to maintain the standard of the band. all of you must strive together as one in order to get the goal all of you set out for. JIAYOU!!!

2010-08-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

hey hey!!
ok so today i cried alot in class
all of the teachers are like pissing me off real bad la
especially MRS KO PIT ENG!!! im gonna spell her name out loud for EVERYONE to know.
gosh she really like to piss the fuck out of me! for goodness sake, get a fucking life uh wtf! okay so another was Mr ANik neogi!! stuppid shit he is the most lamest teacher ive ever met! want to joke, joke at the wrong timing wtf!! want me kill you uh?? chibai!! again, get a fucking life uh!! why are you even our form teacher? you dun even have the fucking attitude to be one la.. ur like so totally not doing ur fucking job!!! god!! shit i dun want talk or see your face anymore!! SHIT!! it just ruin my mood for the day!! shit!

okay so tomorrow is the national day celebration in school,
i'll be performing solo and well, all the SOLOIST!!! SEC 4s!!!! JIAYOU YOUR SOLOS!!!! wooits!!

2010-08-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!
As of 0815 this morning, I, Suhaidah binte Nordin, class 4e7, declare that i officially hate KPE for insulting me in class when i seriously did nothing wrong!! i just stood up, told her the whole class had crafts after humanities remedial today and she only shot me!!

WAD the bloody fuck is that suppose to mean??? is she out of her mind? she lost her fucking sanity? walao!! everything also me.. she thin i wad? im just cinveying wadeva the message is that wad passed to me from the whole class to you right? wad the bloody hell is wrong woth u? got screw loose uh in ur fucking head? walao!! ok, basically, im just gonna imagine that her voice is like mark feehily(westlife) and her whole fucking DISGUSTING appearance is like mark feehily and at the end of the lesson, mark will sing to me one of the westlife songs which will make my fucking day WAY WAY better!!! god!! WESTLIFE!!! i need u guys in singapore!! when will you guys come????? <3

2010-07-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

well, its like 3 more months till my Os.. gotta chiong! just happen to get tuition and yea ive just started so im not sure whether it'll work or not. haha anyway, just when hópe ahas arrived, dt is making trouble for me by making me do things like journal work where i have absolutely nothing inside. gosh!! haha but wadeva it is, i hope my a math will improve.(: haha okokok that's what im hoping for so, wish me all the best!! (:

2010-06-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

ok, is like two more days till school starts again and well, i havent completed my homeworks.. hahah.. well, planning to chiong all the way tmr but well, its obvious i cant finish all like duhh. haha anyways, at least i do ma. haha and i totally, gonna hate mrs ko more than ever now and probably forever.. gosh, i am so gonna get pissed off by her man!! and her me too!! its like so obvious la.. walao, i dun think she like bandsmen lo.. walao, everytime scold scold me only.. shit la!! i never do, she scold, i do, she also scold.. wad the fuck does shee want with me?? fuck her man! shit! well, concert is like finally over and though i made a few mistakes here and there during the show, i well, kinda glad that my solo is close to perfect! hhaha
except for the last note, it appears wad i kinda want it to be heard to the audience. anyway, there's 2 more projects coming up; one is cdac concert and the other is the SHELL MOE Band Fiesta @ the Botanical Gardens.. (: gonna exchange my solo with nab and hope its gonna be better! HAHA so now, sec4 and 5 only need to come on saturdays afternoons and well, i still need to clear up the steel drum room before band fiesta so, gosh am i gonna be KINDA buzy.. hahahaha anyways, thats it for this monthh..

2010-06-14T20:45:00.001+08:00

wooits!! OMG!! my voice! argh!! change liao.. now become so low and so cracky.. aiyo!! how to shout?! grrrr.. drink more water.. band camp just finished today.. tomorrow, im gonna sleep the WHOLE DAY man!! haha.. well, not literally the WHOLE DAY la but well, im just gonna stay home and rest, rest and rest!! so, gonna strat resting now.. CONCERT IN 4 MORE DAYS!! JIAYOU EVERYBODY!!! (:

2010-06-07T22:20:00.011+08:00

val eating cookies. its 711

me and rachael

im looking at something somebody's doing while horse extra there. haha

me taking picture of wen jie and xin yi

looking at xin yi doing something

hmmm..

zameer.....

L-R : fauzi and xin yi

oiling the trumpet valve

top L-R: zameer and rachael

bottom L-R: me and Isa!

zameer and fuad picking on nabilah

alumni from yuhua

nabilah, zameer and me!

isa, si ying, jillian and rachael RVs!

alumni trumpet section and isa!

alumni trumpet section, Isa and Latiff

alumni trumpet section !!

2010-06-07T01:03:00.003+08:00

today, 6th june at River Valley High School Fantasia 8 presenting River Valley Concert Band (guest Band: SparsWinds)

2010-06-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

gosh... feels like an idiot waiting for someone to talk to you when well, they haven't talked to you for a few weeks and even if we meet every single week, we dun really look into each others' eyes like we used to. we walked past each other like we were strangers. haix. im not even sure whether is it that u are angry with me or well, just dun seem to bother me any longer. tsk. i feel crap.

lots of things that need to be done by 5th june wasn't done yet. givne an extension till 7th june and till now, i haven't done yet. luck its only midnight. haha. i dun think i will be sleeping the whole day and tmr still need wake up early and go find xy to discuss the hting that needs to be done today. gosh. i feel like exploding. my mind is all haywired. i think that if its noe for today, i would be crying all alone inside my room being depressed for the first time. haha. well, i dun wish to be like that. im just gonna hide everything thats dark and saddening inside of me way deep and just keep on smiling like everybody else smiles.

wish we could be like last time

2010-06-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

am i that bad of a student that u must have to insult me behind my back? am i that pathetic? when i did wad u told me to, u didn't even give me a simple compliment. even when MK who always sleeps in your class, did ur work, u will give her a compliment. do you hate us that much? what have we done to make u hate us? basically, its just an incident that we even apologized to you that well, might have made you hate us but for goodness sake, we said sorry to the school okay. i mean, im a bandsmen i know. u should know that we have lots of things that we have to do this year. please la. i know ur last year batch could do what my class now can't do that is because we are slower learners than them u should pretty well understand that. i know u are a great teacher but still, u should understand us better, understand me better. i have a lot to carry on my shoulders now and bit by bit, its gonna get lesser and finally, all will be off, after 25th july.
i presume im gonna have sufficient time to catch up with my studies. i promise that after 25th july, i will give my 100% attention to ur lessons and all the other teachers as well.

2010-05-31T23:22:00.002+08:00

wooits~!
today was MT 'O' LEVEL EXAMINATIONS...
okay, well, not that super difficult but well, i was nervous in the hall that i sweated a bit.. haha. so, after exams was band and then at 5, some of us playing for alumni went to RV for rehearsals. the auditorium was super DRY!!! there aren't any echoes at all!! playing in the theatre was really tiring man! hah.. really really.. ha. then after that went to eat supper and went on home.. tmr still got school. ah, sian!!

bladder!! :P

2010-05-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

ok today was hilarious at the second part of school. haha. self sect today and half way through, we talked about aids coz the sec 3s and 4n/t went for assembly the whole day and talked about sex. the sec3s in the section started the topic first and well, since i had biology class today, i told them i got some info on aids. and we looked through my textbook and went up to the female reproductive system page and talked about the parts. it was hilarious and we laughed all the way. females have three holes down at our parts anus, vagina and urinary bladder. then denise was like "eh, can fuck in the bladder uh?" then i was like "no.. haha." then she went bladder fuck.. and the whole section laughed. haha. if anyone ever heard of it, please tell me.. haha. never heard of ppl fucking the urinanry bladder. haha. wonder if its as painful as any other hole. haha. okay, enough dirty thinking. hah. well, 4 more practices till RV concert. and 6 more practices till 18th june concert for alumni and 14 more practices including sectionals and combines for yuhua members. JIAYOU!!!

2010-05-19T13:21:00.002+08:00

okay so, just got my "terrific" results 3 hours ago.. and well, as expected, failed Amath. haha. well, still got O level, so, jiayou! heh. had a class photoshoot just now and gonna have the band photoshoot later at 4.50pm. OMG!! think its gonna be super hot later since its raining just now. just received a whole new timetable with literally, no lessons for 2 weeks, starting from today except for the MT intesive programme that's gonna last for two hours everyday starting this friday. crap. i think im gonna sleep in class. haha. okok, so, took the class photoshoot b4 recess and during recess, XY dirtied her uniform and changed with me. seriously, the stain is super duper obvious.. hahs. her shirt is like super damn big la. WTH. haha. well, now i just saw an Adidas bag which is like FREAKING nice la. SHIT but its like super ex. wadeva. so, probably, later during band, we're gonna side-read a new piece which i looked for it till i sweated like a pig in the steel drum room but well, if we do well for that piece, the search was all worth it.
progression for my future DSLR: $852.30 more to go!!! JIAYOU!

2010-04-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

fucking morning of the day. that fucking teacher scolded me just because i didn't do a fucking homework that was meant for yesterday which i gotten it just this fucking morning! What the fucking hell la. she fucking think wad? my hand and brain super fucking fast uh? fuck you la! i just got it after your fucking lesson and i just got 30 fucking minutes to complete 11 fucking questions? what do you fucking expect you asshole! at least i completed 5 fucking question right. i only didn't do your fucking question you did yesterday. wad the fuck are you thinking? and now she is giving more fucking worksheets. what the fuck! fucking fag!!! FUCK IT MAN!!

2010-04-23T23:21:00.001+08:00

yo! went to band today and its like whoa...... section dunno how to read a grade 3 rhythm. so sick! WTH.. ok nvm dun wanna talk about unhappy times that'll spoil my mood so.... on the bright side, i've done my prototype and happy happy. hahah. okok, so im dine with ideation and development so wads left will be the research i'm missing out on and a few others to touch up on my dear journal... so, MYE coming!! JIAYOUs ppl ! make your teachers proud and prove them wrong upside down! hahaha

2010-04-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

so hell has broke lose ever since i failed my SS mock. gosh. haha. ok so, i need to stay back for ss "remedial" cozi failed my ss every friday. i know its kinda nonsense but wadeva. well, nothing much happened this pass few days dats why this page is so dead. haha, well, ppl has been telling things that well, sort of concerns me so well, yea. and its always the same person that tells me things but regarding different person but also of the same topic. its kinda messy in words but yea wadeva. haha.

'Burned' is coming out soon this month and me, and rab just can't wait. we're like waiting impatiently for it. haha. so well, rab bought this book, its written by the same author and its the same theme. so well, i thought it was well, kinda of a cool book so i decide to buy it. well, not now but together when 'Burned' arrived, along with another book, 'The Fallen Angel' diff author but same genre. rab and i do have a similar taste in books haha.. its all bout 'immortals' haha. those stories are all super cool so i decide to buy them regardless of wad the price is. (:

2010-03-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

okay,
so its the last day of the month and tmr is april fools day and the class will go wild. haha kk. so tmr, thrs no math at all so HAPPY HAPPY!!!! hahaha skali its april fool's day by the teachers. an advanced one. haha. heard tmr is gonna be a humanities remedial so yea HAPPY HAPPY! haha wadeva umm, well, lots of things has been going on in my life..
well, thrs mock exam on the 29th and the 30th of march. a math will be nxt week. okok, thought i was gonna fail my e math super badly bt i got a b3 for it.. which is fair enough for me la. so, nxt tym, must do better. im gonna fail my ss for sure coz i duno wth the sbq is talking about. i think half the class is gonna fail haha. well, wad to do? the past is the past. haha. okok, uh, i think if i nvr fail my phy, i will get a jus pass coz i forgot to take my calculator to my table! ARGHHH!!! haha. so dumb of me haha. okok, my eng i think can make it... and my bio i think will cnfrm pass without fail!! haha. so overall, im jus confident abt my bio mock oni. haha. okokok, im gonna end for now and update soon yea!! see ya!
(:

2010-03-25T19:07:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo
okay, tmr is speech day and well, JIAYOUS bandsmen! den sat, got band haix, so tired bt nvm. then after dat got alumni. Xin Yi is tagging along! YAY! haha okay, im super happy xin yi is going to alumni so yea. val is going to so yea. happy happy. haha okay then denise is also going to alumni too so yea! happy happy happy. and as usual, nab go alumni, so happy 4x. haha.. bt isa nt playing. and nab and i was like! WAD?! u cancel ur trip la. den go alumni with us. no isa no fun sia
haha. remembered the tym esplanade cncrt, dat ty mwe were having break and nab was sleeping and we were like having fun taking pics of us wif her sleeping! haha its on facebook anyway so u guys can CIO! haha. okok. so tmr is speech day and its sec 2 first tym. im nt worried bout atikah and aleen bt the aishwarya is making my stomach hurt. everytym i think of her making mistakes = nabilah getting angry. haix. she wun stop making trouble sia. OMG!. nvm i make sure she come on saturday. if nt, she really gonna get it man. except if its really a good excuse la. wah, i really fed up wif her man. haix. okok. dun wanna spoil my mood for tmr.

2010-03-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

okay,
im having my first diarrhoea of my life. gosh, im feelin so weak all over i took more than a minute to get to the kitchen from the living room. im suppose to go to my friend's hse today to prac my trumpet playing bt bcoz of the diarrhoea, i cnt go out. sigh. it's so boring and i cnt believe im doin hmwk right now. i tot im having fever bcoz of the weakly feeling im haven bt its not. this feeling sucks man. i cnt even type properly. im making loads of typo errors.. okay, ive written this much in 3 minutes? cnt believe im taking such a long tym to blog. oh gosh, my stomach is acting up again. gosh. its excruciating! argh! okay, now a killer headache is acting up. i better stop blogging for now
see ya!

2010-03-12T18:41:00.002+08:00

today is sports' day and we all hav to go to clementi stadium.. it's freaking hot today and without the shelter, we could all get a heat stroke. haix. even when the teachers knw that the weather is god damn hot, they still tell us to sit under the freaking sun. and we sat there for like wad it seems to be half and hour so our skins are like burning by then. shit man! now, when i took off my shoes, the colour contrast is super freaking obvious lor. wth. man, u guys hav to work on ur common sense. and thrs this freaking guy who totally is within the group bt so totally not invited at all. others can do it and we cant? wth? crap sia dis guy. haix. he is totally getting on my last damn nerves. i dun think dat he can do wad his doing nw. if he continues to do it, everybody under him is gonna get affected badly and i think the whole group of us agrees with it totally! he is so immature. well, not say immature bt he doesn't clique in. well, wadeva it is, i totally hated today. it's gonna be in my "the worst days of all" list.

2010-02-08T19:30:00.002+08:00

okay so today i'm totally frustrated with anything that ticks me off. i'm telling ya, today, is really not a nice day for me and if tomorrow is still the same, i'm gonna blow my top off if anything pisses me off bad. during these hours, i'm totally in a bad mood and it's not PMS coz i just finished it yesterday. so yea. now, i really know how nabilah feels like being a section leader.. haix. luckily, i'm not an ASL. if i am, i would totally stress myself out and blow up anytime during band practices.. haix. anyway, my post is geting long so yea. my face is looking pale now.

2010-01-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

hello.. okay today was a friend's birthday and we made a bash for him.. the place was full of flour and obviously, we cleaned it up.. duhh..so well, we bought a 20 dollars cake and bryan paid for it first so we will pay him later on la.. okay so it was a cheese cake and i picked it.. well, after we sang for him a birthday song, brandon kang smash a handful of flour on to his face. basically, we had fun but danial wasn't there and linda, patsy, hakim, alim, zaki and wira replaced.. haha.. 1 person kana replaced 6 person.. haha. so well, after that we went home lyk duhh.. haha..
so here's a birthday wish to that friend!!!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DICKY!!!!

2010-01-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

so just now after band me, debbie, xin yi and su qin went KFC.. alll of us ate the ultimate value box so yea.. and then, after eating left out drinks to finish... so we chat chat for a while.. then joke joke..xin yi super sway sia.. everytym she drink water, we everytym make her laugh one.. haha.. then she went to the sink alot of tym sia just to throw out the water... haha.. we laugh until our stomach ache like hell sia.. xin yi almost cries because of laughing so hard.. haha.. then we left for home... so yea, even though it's like only 2 hours, it;s like we joke for 20 hours sia...i noe it's kinda impossible but well, it kinda felt like that..haha

2010-01-14T17:33:00.002+08:00

okay, so today had amath remedial and physics..
physics went first and a math was next.. so yea.. both was alright.. :) so well, after a math, syazwan, hakim and i were the last to leave class and well, we cracked!! haha
so here's how it goes:

me: so, u know what to do already?
hakim: yea.. sort of..
me:what?
hakim:it's a thing for cameras.. u?
me:earring stuff.. like a holder..
hakim:holder? for 4 years we did holder sia.. so tired of it.. haha.. but mine it's like some sort of holder also la..
syazwan:eh eh!! i show you guys what i do.. see my coursework..
so this part we were looking at syazwan sticking his head in his bag...haha. hen we continue talking..
me:what u making?
hakim: the thing to put the lens thing..
me:ouh...
syazwan:i'm like talking to myself sia
so me and hakim weren't listening at all because it's super soft!! we can't hear at all..
hakim:then your...
syazwan: i know you guys DnT la.. no need ignore me like that right? so what i doing FnN
okay so this part he was like shouting at hakim and i.. then he walked away and then hakim and i were like laughing our asses off!! hahaha!!!
and just now, my sister was like talking to herself.. haha... she was sitting on the floor beside me and suddenly she raised her hands and said "yea" and i was laughing my ass off again..hahahaha

2010-01-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

okay so it's towards the end of the first week of school and the start of my preparations of O level this year and well, let's just say i'm not starting on the right tune.. this few weeks i've been totally super fucking tired and yea..especially today.. i woke up freaking late sia.. well, not exactly late for band coz i was running to school.. and i nid to be in school for solid 13 hours.. continuous with alumni band.. haix.. super tired sia.. i dun exactly noe wads the cause.. my class teachers this year are such a bore and might sleep in them.. haix.. well, managed to remain in a math class... well, half of the class got it so okay la.. well, i'm gonna sleep early today coz tmr, i again nid to wake up early and reach school at 0730.. haix.. got alumni concert dat starts at 3pm so yea.. anybody wanna come, i repeat..
SPARKSWINDS GO POP..
ESPLANADE CONCERT HALL
3PM.. 1 HOUR

2009-12-21T15:40:00.002+08:00

yo!
yesterday was cncrt and i can't believe that it has ended! woohoo! i am so freaking happy the cncrt is over! haha and yea.. no more stress. hah. yesterday was okay and yea.. got lots of encouraging words and letters frm the bandsmen and yea.. on the bus, we kept taking pics of pei shan and she was lyk omg! stop taking pics of me lah and well, we kept taking her pics..haha.. aft the cncrt, reached sch and had a debrief and went on hme.. b4 going hme, the whole section stayed back and distribute chocolates and sweets and yea. me, denise, fy and atikah went to spring mac and yea. we were the only ones thr till latiff and gang came.. den came along xy and gang.. haha along wif kaymond. aft that at arnd 2300, we went to kaymond house the playgrnd and chit chat.. 0030, we went on hme.. me xy and jw took cab hme.. well, it was a cheap ride.. haha..have a good holiday and DO UR HMWK!! hahas..

2009-12-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

it's 10th of dec aredi and i still haven done my hmwk at all... gosh! i hav alot of catching up to do! 4 a math portfolio! lyk wtf! and an english hmwk which i totally don't even ever intend to look at! the english hmwk is just some crappy stuff in need to do wif compre and we hav to research about it? oh, i almost forgot, it's gonna be so totally included in the CA nxt yr! gosh, do i really hav the tym to do EVERYTHING? i'm thinking of AN ABSOLUTE "NO!" for an answer.. haix.. wish me the best of evrything nxt yr kaes!

2009-12-05T22:43:00.005+08:00

hey people!! had POP today and promoted to Coporal and is the Head Of Library.. well, wadeva and yea... some pics took today...

me and Peisi.. maám aredi woh the girl!!

2nd pic:me and Joey..

3rd pic:me and Kaymond..

4th:me and Denise...

Dis 3 pics are alll my Ex-Librarians!! gonna miss how they work for me..

me and Atikah!!! MAFIA!!

Me and Wei Jian!!!!! We are MAFIA DOGS!! well, not really.. actually, he's the only dog!haha..

Me and Mus!! OMG! gonna miss her loads!!! Love ya!

Me and Fy... Fy, the MAFIA leader... haha

Denise is the founder though..haha..

Section jokes are always FUN FUN FUN!!!

well, that's just the POP! not yet Concert!!

OMG!! does he hav to make the words so saddening dat it makes me feel soooooo super duper bad!! is he dat into me right now? i dunno but lots of people says so... hmmm... sobs..

2009-11-19T19:43:00.002+08:00

well, had sectional today and yea only till 1230 coz me and nab going for the carnival thingy and left with the sec 1s alone and wei jian.. haha. since there's not much senior and the 2nd sector doesn't hav jap graff, might as well, we end the sectional. and after dat went for the carnival prep and yea a total havoc and well, it works out just right.. and the only ones attended the prep is me, hakim, erni, arvin and celine.. well, we're the only group that gets the avt coz we made a maze"out of the theme, "Haunted House", well, i didn't know if the whole thing is gonna works alright but well, we're always hoping for the best...:)

well, jus fooling arnd.. haha

it's not clear bt dat eugene goh on the table and yu liang on the chair

covering up the window so no light enters

arvin and hakim fixing up the blockages for the maze

2009-11-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

miss this city!! it's been 5-6 long years since i've been here..haix.. will thr be another tym that i would be here again? miss u so much jackie!!

2009-11-10T18:57:00.003+08:00

wooits...
made my passport and well, wadeva.. went with my cousin to ica den while the passport is processing, when to bugis and window shop.. den went to iluma which have N.O.T.H.I.N.G!!!!it's still the same when i first step in it about 2 month ago..NOTHING.. den my cousin went home and i need to go my grandma house so decided to go to bugis junction for shopping again... bought a pair of slipper and a berms for a cheap price.. hehe.. well, it's aredi tym for Y.E.S.. haha so why not grab it? i still hav doubts of buying a cap and well, so i didn't buy it waiting for the right moment to buy it..hahs.well, tmr got band..!!

2009-10-27T08:21:00.002+08:00

hey, in sch wif no business to do and well, yah, obviously coz no more exam so now is DnT and they let us go doing our own things.. oh.my.god. i actually came to sch today!! even tough i didin't want to.. gosh.. it's so difficult waking up! it's somebody's birthday today and well, bought her a birthday gift wif Erniyanti yesterday and also, i bought my House of Night novels, CHOSEN!!!! OMG!!! well, the house of night novel is probably the best book coming over twilight on my list of books!! it's so cool.. haha... and i bought my adidas shirt for sure!! well, yea.. now on my list, all was left out is an Adidas slipper, Adidas bag and House of Night novel, HUNTED!!! saving up money for the future.. wad??!! i'm so totally talking crap!! haha.. well, dats it actually. was suppose to watch movie today and obviously was cancelled coz Erniyanti And Syazwan can't go and left wif me and hakim and so well, it was cancelled.. Syazwan, you owe me a movie!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QURAISHA!!

2009-10-25T12:50:00.001+08:00

and syiqin, DON'T change sch please!!!! come on! please! thnx.. haha

2009-10-25T12:38:00.002+08:00

hey3!

yesterday's a special day for a special fren of mine....umm i dun hav a pic of her bt still, well, here's her birthday wish..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NURUL ASYIQIN BINTE MUHD YUNUS!!

haha well, 4 yr of friendship aredi.. hope we can make it longer till forever kaes..!!!

2009-10-22T18:11:00.002+08:00

well, if ur asking who is dis,

dis is Jackson Rathbone frm twilight who played Jasper Hale.

he's jus another actor i adore.

haha

well, got my results back and unfortunately, i forgot all the marks and didn't record the marks.
honestly, i dun remember.

after sch, me, nini, syiqin, akid,hakim and erfi went to mcdonalds at JP.

nini brought her friend frm JWSS, named hidayah. she cute.. short, lyk me.

well, had loads of laughter thr and yea..

after eating, went to lib to check out some books.. not me, well, akid, nini and hidayah did.

den we went back to JP. akid wen to Value jus to buy a drink for cheap..

cheapskate guy!!haha

den went to Sony Style and sa my Sony Alpha 330!!!! OMG!!!i'm sooo gonna buy it!

we start taking pics.. me and akid took pics of each other and of course, my pic is better!! haha!

den we went to adidas and i want to buy shirt and shorts and yea.. confie=rm buy nxt wk!

gosh.. had soo much fun today and yea.. tired too..so yea.. dats all den today..

2009-10-20T17:46:00.005+08:00

wen to akid house after amath paper!!omg!! finally exam is soo totally over.. well, not dat over.. still got o levels..haix.. nvm.. dis r some of the pics took at akid's..

the plate of food (xcluding the curry) i ate

my DRINK!! MINE!!

the syazwan emo face.. haha

of course, dis is alif's idiotic face... the cheek very distorted.. haahaa..

tmr gt bnd... wth!!!ass

2009-10-19T22:19:00.009+08:00

Akid, Syiqin and i went to erniyanti hse to study for amath paper tmr.. aft studying for a while, akid want to cook something like pasta.. aft vooking and eating, cont studying a lil while.. here's some pics...

his cooking was okay and i start commenting on it.. haha.. it wa okay oni dat it lack of salt.. and he say if it's bland, put some salt into it while ur eatin and i was lyk wad??!! okay... haha

i mean, overall, it was alrite.. haha

the thing is aredi spicy abit for me bt SPICY for them and syiqin added tobasco sauce lyk nobody business and so her's was SUPER SPICY!!!! hahaha'

laughing out in ur face syiqin!!

2009-09-17T15:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO JIN XIN..
hahaha

2009-09-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

yest had super much fun at hort park!!! hahahahaha... anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEBBIE and
HAPPY BELATED TO LIYANA!!

2009-09-06T00:32:00.001+08:00

today is super tiring bt rewarding coz i've managed to tahan my fast so... yah...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG MUN!!

2009-08-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

hey.. yest was suppose to go mak house bt nvr.. mom asked to me to go hme.. coz gt wedding invitation 2day bt ended up nt goin.. wad de hell.. ass.. den yah.. wass so dissapointed lh den.. was suppose to watch movie yest bt yah. coz of dis, can't and nw i regret for being fickle minded.. haiz.. anyway, u can't change the past and all u can do is move forward... hahha
and i would lyk to wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MING JIE...

2009-08-13T08:30:00.002+08:00

hey... there's dis girl in sch which is lyk sooo minah... i mean reallly minah.. she wear ring la... anklet la... lyk anybody cares.. oni trying to find attraction oni.. think guys will lyk you meh if u lyk dat? carazy butch.. do u noe dat alot of ppl dun lyk u and doesn't gv a damn bout u? and surprisingly, ur still trying to find attention. at home not enough attention on u meh?? asshole! such a bloody bitch.. cibai!! think u so pretty ah? ur hair lyk dat aredi den still wan act pretty!!! tell u wad, ur not pretty and neither are u smart!! luckily, after o levels which is i nid to endure for 1 more solid freaking year, i wun have to see ur face coz i will not be anywhere near jurong and will neer have to see u again, which basically makes me sooo happy... aiyah.. dhla minah ******~! wad de hell!! abeh nk act jambu!! sialan nye anak!! wtf!! asshole!! go to hell la!!

2009-08-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

my god!! i js realise dat my drawing sux...! do simple line drawings oso cnt!!! haiyah!! referring to dnt though.. and yah.. chee san and ming jie helped alot so yeah.... thnx loads... nxt year come back help me again kaes... hahas.. js jkjk... den yah... ming jie keep laughing at me coz nab took the american graff solo.. grr..
anugerah sux!!! no offence ppl coz i js dun lyk anugerah's talent all thnx to aliff.. no offence to aliff's fans and the person itself... i feel dat singapore idol is so super extremely much much much better... hahs.. well, it always is.. hehs.. no offence to anugerah's fans... oh yea.. idun giv a freaking damn bout it..
and today aft band must do library stuff and yea.. climb here and thr and everywhere.. the big plastic bag keeps tearing at the bottom and yea, it pisses me off okay.. den after dat went to mac and eat lyk duhh.. den yah chee san thr den show me his dnt work and me and ramdan was lyk whoa!! and yea obviously he helped me as well lh..
den after dat went home and bathe and online... lyk duhh. its wad im doing nw...

2009-07-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

okay... umm. band fiesta has passed and i'm proud of my solo... hahas.. so, um, i umm duno wad to say but for now, well, d n r are killing me!!! omg!! d ask me to tok to r... r ask me to tell d to shuddup.. haiz... d dun care, r dun care, i oso dun care lorh!! keep telling them to solve their prob by toking to each other but they jus wun listen and haiz... i'm the middle person... wad de hell!!! haiz... their fight will nvr stop i guess...

2009-06-28T21:06:00.001+08:00

my fucking brother is so fucking irritating!!! AHHH!! so is my sister!!! my god!!