SuHaiDaH ~~

hey so it's been awhile since i updated.. well, its the holidays now and i'm really bored here at home without absolutely anything to do! gosh! i spent my days at home like i ain't got a life! gosh! it's depressing i swear! hah! i don't have a job to keep me occupied, i don't have homework to do (can't believe i'm saying this!), i ain't got any activities! i wanna go overseas but hey! who to go with me? damn! today, i walked pass zulfadhli and i smiled at him for the first time after 1 year and 6 months! after so many times walking pass him and really i don't know, seems to me like he is staring at me from a distance. kinda creepy i must say! i mean, he's like 3 years younger than me! so i told myself the next time i pass by him, i would smile to him. but next time never came till a year later, which is today! so i walked pass him and my mouth automatically smiled to him and god forgive me! he is freakin' cute when he smiles! i'm no ...

EXAMS OVER!! (: 7 more days to go to raya! WHHHOOOOOOTSS!! hahah! and i have 2 months holiday so ummm.. i have no idea what to do sia.. i wanna work so bad! but esplanade have enough people and i dunno want work as what siol.. ): MBS like okay but then work as what?? haiyo.. its okay.. i'll just find slowly.. (: for now, i'm helping my mum bake cookies and hari raya sweeties! haha! i forgot the correct term.. hahaah!! nevermind then.. i need to take care of my face more! gosh! so oily! a lot of pimples! eeeewww!! damn!

its the 9th day of ramadhan. AMIN! (: so exams are like 6 days away and i'm not studying. GREAT! just great. so yeah, damn.. i should really get my laptop away from me yeah! AHAH! then i guess i have to get my ipod away as well. gosh, it'll never work. great. so all i have to do now is just concentrate on my work and turn the music on so loud it'll kinda distract me.. well, it works for me in a way.. so yeah. okok, gotta get on with studying and..... my posts are getting more and more rubbish.. -.-

LAST DAY OF JULY!! whhooooottsss!! (: tmr is the first day of fasting month and first day of August! (: omg! this is going to be so cool! hehehe!! can't wait for tmr.. !! o: hehe! on the other side then, exams coming in real quick. projects to do, presentations, assignments! GOSH!! so many things to do with SO LITTLE TIME!! can can can! WE can do this! during this month, hope the class will bond closer and such so we could all get the same range of grades and pull ourselves up together to get to sem2 as a class! (: WE CAN DO THIS~~! (: (: (:

assumptions assumptions.. sometimes irritating, sometimes well, true.. my case, IRRITATING~!! i don't know whether you readers of mine out there know who or what i'm talking about but then i'll just say it anyway. -.- no i don't and possibly won't. too weird, too well, unrealistic.. he's a cool guy but no way. just too.. weird.. at the rate you guys are going right now, it's too irritating for me and i don't want to tell you guys because well, you guys may just say, "DON'T DENY! I KNOW!" or "EH EH EH,, IF YOU LIKE JUST SAY, NO NEED LIE TO US LA.." if i lie, what good would i bring? i can't possibly ignore him.. he bully me, i have to like have a comeback of sort.. whatever then.. man, i just hope you guys understands.. (:

Mid-Semester Test (MST) week FINALLY over! (: YESSSAA!!! hahaha! well, knowing the fact that today is sunday morning at 1am, yesterday, i had alumni practice and after that i was suppose to go to my aunt's place at seranggoon but i had dinner with my friends and after dinner went for dessert. went home just now at 12 midnight! (: spent 3 hours with them playing mind games and i got mind-fucked at two games. black magic and what's next. -.- OMG! i really dunno how to play sia! i was like WHAAAT?! hehehe. so yeah, since it's like midnight, i ain't so 'energetic' to go to seranggoon which is like an hour ride on the train so, i went home instead and now, i'm like all alone at home while my family is all the way at seranggoon sleeping over there. i'm having alumni practice later at 1pm but i don't feel like sleeping now dunno why. watching a television show that i didn't know my whole life. -.- woots.. (:

5 more days to studying!! ): yesterday, went to Universal Studios Singapore (USS) with Brandon Kang, Dick and Celine! (: HAD A BLAST! WHOOOO~! rides were awesome! had some difficulty eating dinner though. heheh. so yeah. after the USS, which was around 9, we went to this fountain right outside it to play. was planning to like run across the place without getting wet but in the end, a push here, a pull there, all of us got wet except for Dick. he wasn't feeling very well so he rested. and yeah. hahah! i was holding on to Celine's hand and then Brandon he pulled Celine to one side and i lost grip of Celine so i stumbled to another side and faced down (have no idea why i faced down) and in that moment, the water rushed out and went into my nose! OMG! i was like wtf! hahaha! i wanted to get out of the circle and ended up getting elbowed by a small girl in the stomach and it REALLY HURTS! HAHAH!! seriously! that girl could grow up to be a martial artist! HAHAHA! (: good luck! and so...