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Honestly, i'm kind of disappointed that this year's concert is cancelled. i know cancelling the concert is all for a good cause. Ms Chan is sick and I am concerned about her health, truly. of course, even though we'll tell her that she doesn't have to worry and stress, she will somehow stress herself unknowingly.. damn. sigh.. what do you expect from a teacher? anyway, SPARKSWINDS is always #1 in my heart! though my priorities change.. ): xoxo,
seriously, parents; no matter how much they say they love their children equally, IT IS NEVER TRUE!! there is always a favourite and it may not be the smartest or the prettiest or the handsomest of the siblings. its really not about favoritism that i encountered with my mom tonight. more of a who's at fault it really is. sometimes, i feel as though my mum doesn't really know or understands me like she say she does. she sees me at home but rarely asks me about school... well, it'll be kinda weird for her to be asking me such questions about school at my age. but she could ask like about my achievements and such. i play the trumpet and she has seen me in concert once but she hasn't seen me played solo before. or has she? i don't think so. and about the camp, she knows i help out for the organizing committee but is she proud of me that i got the post? i don't know. HOWEVER, she is proud of my brother who got 4th place for his sec 1 normal academic cohort but he...
For you - amirul, Sahira, Abbie and those who are reading this post now, NO, I don't like him. I'm seeing somebody else so yeah.. (: And thanks for reading my blog! (: xoxo,
hey guys! gonna go overseas again, the second time this month. obviously, most of the journey will be in the middle of the sea but, we'll have fun! going on Super Star Virgo today!!!! WEEEEE~ it's a cruise, she is 12 years old now! and my friends who have been on her said it was awesome! and i wanted to try it myself and here i am today, telling you about it! (: haahah! it's going to be exhilarating with the clique and all! (: WOOOOTS!! :D it's a 4 days 3 night trip. not that long but it's gonna be memorable i believe! (: i know so! so yeah man! getting ready now! boarding at 12+. i'll update again soon! xoxo
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My beloved twin!! (: love you so much!
does he really? I've been hurt. it'll take a lot of convincing to actually have me fall for somebody again. those feelings just won't come back on its own. it need persuasion and convincing. but what do i have in me that you like? i'm kinda rowdy and not do feminine. why do you still like me? do you even like me in the first place? well, i don't know. people say you are putting in effort but i don't really see it though. i'm sorry. man, you gotta do more. i'll try opening up my heart slowly. i mean, it's just a matter of time. anyway, you are going sailing soon and i won't see you for another 6 months least, 8 months most. i'm gonna somehow miss you and probably think about you when you're gone. xoxo.
Exam is starting tomorrow. First paper: Maritime Economics. I'm scared of the papers. ): I don't want to fail but I can't seem to study. So irritated, distracted, lazy. I drift off after 5 minutes of studying. I'm losing my mind.