SuHaiDaH ~~

My beloved twin!! (: love you so much! <3

does he really? I've been hurt. it'll take a lot of convincing to actually have me fall for somebody again. those feelings just won't come back on its own. it need persuasion and convincing. but what do i have in me that you like? i'm kinda rowdy and not do feminine. why do you still like me? do you even like me in the first place? well, i don't know. people say you are putting in effort but i don't really see it though. i'm sorry. man, you gotta do more. i'll try opening up my heart slowly. i mean, it's just a matter of time. anyway, you are going sailing soon and i won't see you for another 6 months least, 8 months most. i'm gonna somehow miss you and probably think about you when you're gone. xoxo.

Exam is starting tomorrow. First paper: Maritime Economics. I'm scared of the papers. ): I don't want to fail but I can't seem to study. So irritated, distracted, lazy. I drift off after 5 minutes of studying. I'm losing my mind.