SuHaiDaH ~~

on 18th december 2010, i've officially graduated from YHCB! ): its sad but at the same time glad as i now will enter into another chapter of my life. in anyways, im happy i've graduated and SUPER DANG FUCKING HAPPY that the march pass was on parade ground!! YEAH!! (: super lucky!! (: haha. and today is 21 december 2010, its JACKSON RATHBONE'S birthday!!! he is 26 this year.. sadly, 8 years older than me ): but i know there's totally no chance for him and me anyway so, why sober over it.. haha.. but nevertheless, HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY JACKSON RATHBONE!!! you will always be my number 1 star!! (: haha love you to the max! (: <33

hell, benn with a flu for a month now and a cough for almost a week. ): man, when is it gonna stop? shit. being that nowadays, barely no one ever reads blogs or update them, well, what's the use of it anyway?? anyway, i just registered to ADECCO and waiting for its results so yea.. hope a get a decent job. (: yea, well, its been awhile since i saw him and well, i don't really have any thing for him already which is like a BIG BIG RELIEVE!!! (: haha. i dont wanna grow u man. i mean, i'm not ready to get into the outside world making tough decisions. i wanna stay young and live my life. im still a small kid and by being small, well, technically, everybody mistook me by being a few years younger than my real age. im getting iinto random stuffs here.. gosh. haha. i'll update soon. promise (:

i miss you lots.. im suddenly thinking of you. WHY?? why you? love? but you dont even show signs.. do you even care for me?, well, as a friend even??? hmmm.. i wonder.. only wonder.. (:

so, still ast my aunt's after 1 week+.. haha. work hasn't come to me yet and i'm DAMN bored!! my sis cut her fringe and its SOOOO UGLY!! haha. okay, so far, in less than three days, i've watched 4 1/2 hindustan movies.. haha.. INCREDIBLE!! and i nevger thought i would ever get to watch any of it again since last i watched it. which is like about 5 years.. wow.. break record or what!!! hahah!! okay, so i have to control myself to not be addicted to these type of movies and gosh!! the songs are like STUCK in my head!! haha.. probably at 8, i'll be going out to NEX mall and when all my cousins and i got back home, we'll continue again watching the hindustan movies.. haha.. omg! WTH man!!that makes it all 5 hindustan movies!! lols..

just realised that i missed november ): well, then that's too bad... haha

currently looking for a job now. haix. didn't know it was stress man!! haha. gosh. and i got my new WESTLIFE GRAVITY ALBUM. haha!! i'm so HAPPY!! lols.! omg! the new album IS damn GREAT! haha i just love it. well, actually, i love the band more!! haha. i applied for mbs and also applying rws. (: and NOW, i'm watching friends and it's DAMN funny!! (: haha