SuHaiDaH ~~

So somebody posted this on facebook with a reponse "What are we waiting for then?" First thing first. All of the items listed above, EVERYONE in this world buys them. EVERYONE! You wanna get 7 billion people to boycott them? Really? Let's not talk about the whole world right now. Just Muslims. You can't possibly get the whole Muslim society to boycott the Israelis. YOU CAN'T!  Yes, we can try to not buy all these products but somewhere along the way, YOU WILL BUY IT! There's no denying in that.  I am a Muslim myself and I'm not saying that I am supporting Israel because what if the only food you have around you is McDonald's? What if the only coffee you can ever buy is Starbucks and Nestle? You not going to buy them and starve? You got to be realistic. There is approximately 1.6 billion Muslims around the world. You CANNOT expect this number to boycott them because the rest of the 5.4 billion people are going to keep buying them. And what

"You are the love of my life. Everything I have and everything I am is yours. Forever" - Neil Patrick Harris (Barney Stinson - HIMYM) Words I would most definitely want to use one day. But until then...

Today is lazy, dozing off day for me. I have no idea why but I just am too tired to do any work. See that guy in the picture, that's me for 3 times now since morning. and its 1315 hours. Being that its the Ramadhan month, no food doesn't really equals to no energy. Well, for me, that's true today. I must remember to eat something tomorrow. Sleepy as fuck. xoxo, Suhaidah

Sometimes its hard letting go of someone but you'll soon come to realize that whenever there's light, there is also the dark and like the night, even if you are in the middle of nowhere, the moon shines ever so brightly upon you and for that there's hope. PS. Even if the moon isn't there to shine tonight, tomorrow, it'l be there. There's always tomorrow. Love, SuHaiDah~

So my friends accidentally looked up Sp-Maranek when they wanted to find typed SP Val (they wanted to search for Singapore Polytechnic Valedictorians). They kept singing the song all the while when we're eating so they introduced me to the song. I find it very nice and got hooked up like they did. So I went home and kinda researched on him and watched his other videos. It was about a week away from my finals and I was doing whatever I was doing. Turns out, he can RAP! HAHAHA! He's other songs are okay but what really caught me was the song Maradnek. So the week that i had to study, which i actually studied, I kept listening to that song over and over again. Kept singing it with my friends in the study area. He is one awesome dude. And a good looking one at that.  Wandering off,  Suhaidah

So in all honesty, I'm really quite annoyed with certain people.  There is a saying that if a relationship is too clean, with no fights there is something wrong with the relationship. Not saying that I have a boyfriend but it applies to friends as well to my theory. Me and my friends. I'm fact all of my friends; my different cliques. We fight, annoyingly, but we are always forgiving of each other. Fighting is good. It means that we are exploring each other's flaws weaknesses and limits. So getting back to my point, certain people can't take these fights and too fragile to handle these stuffs. Swear I am damn annoyed with these kind of people. I mean it's not that I do not like them. Just that this is a dog eat dog world and fights are prone to happened and ruin your life maybe but you gotta learn how to get back up on your fucking own to be able to live on. Hardened yourself people. SuHaiDah~

Actually not really excited to come back to school. Mostly because of hugs and "ahhhhhh" and whatnot. Really. Not up for that. Maybe mostly because I don't really get much sleep. Only slept for an hour just now and it's crazy. Pretty much not ready for physical contact. Okay I wouldn't really call it 'ready'. I'm just not up for physical contact. Don't want it to happen. Ugh.