SuHaiDaH ~~

so its officially 10 days before raya and i just took my preliminary science examinations.. well, i thought it would like be too difficult but well, its doable.. (: okay, dont'want to be too confident. haha. over confidence is very bad for the luck though there's no such thing as luck in my dictionary.. really i think luck is just some PURE COINCIDENCE. seriously. don't you think so. if you need luck to do well in you examinations, then well, you're not really that good at all and proves that you have not done a good job to study for your examinations. if you said that you really studied for the examinations, then why in the world do you need luck for?? see the difference. haha so, well, LUCK are for LOSERS!! L for L!(: so, jiayou people! do your best! (:

second week of ramadan already! time moves so fast and soon, im gonna be taking my prelim science practical exams, hari rays for 3 days, and finally, the real preliminary examinations. then not long after that, O levels!! gosh, looking h=at how time pass so fast, makes me feel pressure but the BIG question is, am i doing anything at all to overcome the pressure? im not so sure myself. been staying back for math everyday after school and well, not helping actually. seriously. hahha anyway, tuition isn't helping much also. really. sigh. wonder wad i must do. looking at mark feehily's face? gosh! he has a boyfriend! gosh, but its okay, he can be MY boyfriend in my dreams! haha. lols, anyway, no time to slack around that much coz in just 2 more months, i'll be sitting in the school hall tkaing my MAJOR EXAM!!!! gosh im just praying hard that i wont get a hard time studying. what more with the condition of the house. its too too noisy. really. feel like getting out and well, mym

well, im trying to convince that wadeva that's happening now is not going to last long because i know that everything that goes up, has to come down. wadeva conflict arises, has to set sooner or later. a problem arises after i left for studies and well im not going to let the matter loose after all me and her has brought up for at least a year. well, now we have no idea how to solve the stupid matter coz everybody has their own side of the story and we just dunno which is the lie and the truth. the conflict before both of us left was solved and we thought we could leave them in peace but wellm, obviously, we thought wrong. what have we done to make them be this way, the way we discipline them, they way we taught them, we way we coach them? what is it? im not just going to sit im my seat and listen to teachers talking and not care about them. they are part of me too. i have to do something to make them realise their mistakes. soo, all will be resolved and well and finally, we could

hey hey!! ok so today i cried alot in class all of the teachers are like pissing me off real bad la especially MRS KO PIT ENG!!! im gonna spell her name out loud for EVERYONE to know. gosh she really like to piss the fuck out of me! for goodness sake, get a fucking life uh wtf! okay so another was Mr ANik neogi!! stuppid shit he is the most lamest teacher ive ever met! want to joke, joke at the wrong timing wtf!! want me kill you uh?? chibai!! again, get a fucking life uh!! why are you even our form teacher? you dun even have the fucking attitude to be one la.. ur like so totally not doing ur fucking job!!! god!! shit i dun want talk or see your face anymore!! SHIT!! it just ruin my mood for the day!! shit! okay so tomorrow is the national day celebration in school, i'll be performing solo and well, all the SOLOIST!!! SEC 4s!!!! JIAYOU YOUR SOLOS!!!! wooits!!

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! As of 0815 this morning, I, Suhaidah binte Nordin, class 4e7, declare that i officially hate KPE for insulting me in class when i seriously did nothing wrong!! i just stood up, told her the whole class had crafts after humanities remedial today and she only shot me!! WAD the bloody fuck is that suppose to mean??? is she out of her mind? she lost her fucking sanity? walao!! everything also me.. she thin i wad? im just cinveying wadeva the message is that wad passed to me from the whole class to you right? wad the bloody hell is wrong woth u? got screw loose uh in ur fucking head? walao!! ok, basically, im just gonna imagine that her voice is like mark feehily(westlife) and her whole fucking DISGUSTING appearance is like mark feehily and at the end of the lesson, mark will sing to me one of the westlife songs which will make my fucking day WAY WAY better!!! god!! WESTLIFE!!! i need u guys in singapore!! when will you guys come????? <3