SuHaiDaH ~~

ITS FINALLY NEW YEAR'S EVE!! (: gonna meet up with celine, brandon kang, danial, bryan and wei xiang (dick) later in the aftrnoon. (: awwww~ miss them so much! <3 we're gonna have a blast! (: ever since, i went out with nini, syiqin, hakim, wan, alif and erfi last time, i've been craving for curryzazzle from pizza hut.. ((((: ahhhhhh.. (: hehehe.. omg!! i hope we don't go to any place so fancy tomorrow. ): i have no money... ): but anyway, let's enjoy today while it lasts and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (: WELCOME 2012!

I have this problem of waking up early nowadays. -.- I keep waking up in the afternoon!!! Shit!! Gosh! -.- gotta set the alarms already. School is starting soon. Damn. Tuesday starts at 0930. So really gotta start the alarms now.

Have you ever dreamt about someone so many times you ever wondered if they have ever dreamt of you? Or even, think about you. Well, I have. I dreamt about one of my closest friend and well, I kinda had a crush on him once for about 3-5 months. -.- I know. Pathetic right? I mean, what can I do? I'm older than him by a year. Anyway, I dunno. He well, treats me unlike other girls. Like a punching bag but I'm the only one and he bridal-carried me. Probably that was because I'm the smallest among his friends but he's a guy so he'll be able to carry girls that are just under his weight. Well, whatever. I know I'm like fucking pathetic but that's just how I feel do whatever. And well, I dreamt about him for 3 straight nights, i'm literally getting sick of it. -.- damn. It's Christmas night so I hope I'm able to have good dreams tonight. MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVELY READERS!! (: <3 xoxo

Captain's Ball Match was today. played for i think 3 or 4 matches then stopped playing coz i sprained my thumb.. my first sprain of my life. worst part of the sprain, its my left hand - my master hand. ): its gonna be so difficult for me this week. won't be able to write properly. ): great...... abbie told me not to move this shit but its so tough not to coz its my master hand and when i move the other fingers, which are now, numb, i tend to move my thumb as well coz my whole hand is swollen!!! like FAT! jeesh! my gosh! i can't even bend my thumb properly! )))): anyway yeah but overall, had fun today. won third place. (: so tomorrow i am so damn free!!! was thinking of going jp or somwhere.. i dunno. damn, three weeks of nothing?

i went for my PPCDL Theory Test today and i failed by 6 marks. how depressing is that?! so i booked another test just now and its on 25th January!! MY GOSH!! I have to wait for another month and a half?!!! gosh! well, at least then i have that duration to study and practice. and this is just the theory. i have no confidence at all for the practical test!! ): god help me and guide me through this tests.. amin! (:

exams have finally started and today was Economics paper.. it was easier than i thought but i don't know if i got the right answers or not. i hope i do. i have a pretty good feeling about it. tomorrow is Bunkering Practice so i hope i could nail that one too. i watched HIMYM today and it stopped at episode 11 of season 7 and it was AMAZING!! AWESOMEEEE!! (: now, the suspense is on Robin and Barney where Robin tells Barney that she was pregnant. probably with his son so yeah! Dying for the next episode. and also today, i bought my stationaries! lost it last friday and seriously went crazy over it!! GOSH! my ever-so-perfect-calculator is in there with the approved sticker! now i have to use the calculator with isn't-so-perfect and the batteries are running low. its night time already. how in the world am i going to get new batteries?! dear god, help me through this exam period! i need the calculator for Statistics.! damn that tang.. -.-