Rants

I absolutely don't mind people ranting their work / personal problems to me. I don't. After a while, it gets too personal and they say stuff like "I'm not good enough" "I'm such a failure" "I feel so demotivated" "I feel so useless". I just don't know what to reply to them. I feel like slapping their fucking faces so hard that my hand mark on their face stays for a week. All i can say to them is "you're doing fine" "You're new, once you got the hang of things, it'll be alright" What do you want me to say?

So different people handle things differently. For me, I just keep quiet. If I blow up, only I know.

Yes, I have best friends. But I don't wanna bother them with silly crap in my head. I know that is what best friends are for. But see, they tell me their problems. And I think, "If I were to tell my problems out to them, it'll just pile on them more."

That's why I don't tell people things. Not the major ones at least. I'd like to keep that wall tall and sturdy until I find someone I can built a door for. See all the mess inside. Just like my current room. HAHA!

Just be nice to people I guess. That's the most you can do now. Be nice, kind, courteous. Don't be nasty. It doesn't do any good.

As said by Ellen Degeneres, "Be kind to one another!"

Keep smiling,
Suhaidah

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