Stop.

Stop. Just stop. Please. Quit. Please do. I can't fake this shit no longer. All i wanna do is shout in your face, "i don't fucking like you". i like you as a friend. At first, i thought it was normal to just like text around. Till it escalated to the point where my friends told me that nothing good could happen after midnight. And then escalated again to the part when you like me. I don't know whether you still like me or not. He said you've moved on but it doesn't seem like so. I don't wanna be an ass and give you shit hopes. Now I'm just freaked out every time I see your face. I can't like look you dead in the eyes like i did last time and talk to you. So just stop. Please

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